Forgive me father for I have sinned

Forgive me Father for I have sinned. It has been ages since my last confession. Memories of my last confession have left in me a vivid impression. Memories of my naive expressions, innocent intentions, superfluous emotions that I blubbered out to you sitting in that booth like you always do. No obection, no question, just paying attention. I have returned, seeking your reflection on an affliction of passion that put me in a difficult position. A position where I no longer derive satisfaction even from the simplest of substances, I have become an abuser of substances. I am no stranger to Coke, Ganja, Meth, Heroine, Marijuana, Amphetamine, Acapulco gold, Quartz, Morphine, Crack, Magic Mushrooms, Ephedrine, Alcohol and Tobacco...I want you to forgive me Father for I have sinned...

I have become a sex slave. I crave some. I get some when I want some. Sometimes I don't want it by I get it anyway and sometimes she doesn't want it but I give her some anyway. When she puts up her hand in protest, my grotesque eyes connect with hers, sticky, stinking saliva streams out of my mouth onto her chest then my fist visits her face, not in grace, rather at a pace that will erase any negative idea she has stored up in her left hemisphere and after that, into her I will disappear. Coming out only when I tell myself to do so and seldom do I come out and for this......I beg you to forgive me father for I have sinned

I have sinned father by breaking into forbidden territory. I have broken into hearts, invited and uninvited. I have damaged, maimed and spread mayhem leaving no table unturned. I have left ashes in hearts. I have cremated souls. I have washed brained and I have created holes. I have left leaks, locked up minds and thrown away keys. I lined up love and executed them one by one. I am a hunted man, a haunted man, a daunted man anticipating a Humpty Dumpty type of fall of the wall of life. I don’t want to break, just not yet, servant of the most high, I implore you to forgive me father for I have sinned


For these and all the past sins of my life I am truly sorry